| Thursday, December 13th, 2007 |
| 2:25 pm |
Look at ME!!!!! heheheh
what do you know.. I got my ass back on Livejournal. I also have another page... if anyone wants to take a peek, even read some of the story I have posted and give me some comments please do http://www.bluerosejaid.comanyhow... MERRY Christmas ~Tanya |
| Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 |
| 11:32 pm |
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005 |
| 9:31 pm |
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| Thursday, November 17th, 2005 |
| 11:50 pm |
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| 11:36 pm |
 Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The Alone. "When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness, melancholy, and patience. It is governed by the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword, or Unrequited Love. As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so much love to give, but thing just never seem to work out the way you want them to. In life, you can be very optomistic, even when things are gray and nothing works out to your expectations. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Friday, November 4th, 2005 |
| 11:24 pm |
Where the hell is HE??
ok peeps that know me, know me either as Tanya/Valhalla the royal wench of Enchanted Castle or lira.... well my complaint is for EC Where the hell are You Frank.. Shit has hit the fan and frankly I am sick of trying to ease the problems into the shadows as if they don't happen. it's Your site.. Why are You not there? Why are you not around when a friend REALLY needs to chat with someone and Why aren't You there when you say you are going to try to be.... welp... 2 weeks... after that.. who the hell knows.. Maybe I will stay. but prolly I Won't.. ~T ~sick and Tired of taking the bullshit in EC. Current Mood:  LIVID, PISSED OFF! |
| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 |
| 4:30 pm |
 My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005 |
| 7:10 am |
OH MY! Life throws You unexpected but Pleasant twists
I know it has been a while since i wrote. I did pass my classes thank goodness. and now my second semester is almost done and over with ~doing a happy dance cause i am suffering from severe burn out~ but back in february i met someone. I met Him on a web site that Mishy had introduced me to. Thank YOU MISHY!!! last night He came over late, but when He got here, He gave me roses. something i had not thought of getting. and then He placed my training collar upon my neck..... I have Fallen for This Man, and am the happiest i have ever been.... I Trust Him and feel I can be myself Always with Him. I do not want to imagine my life without Him. |
| Monday, October 25th, 2004 |
| 4:14 pm |
I got a B!!
well it is time for midterms to be posted taking 16 hours and working full time PLUS is kicking my ass oh well... it needed it and I think i am doing Ok so far. I'll tell you next semeter if i am making it alright or not but Anyhow, Chemistry Midterm kicked my ass so I thought that is the only class.. minus urinalysis, that i am worried about. I got a B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now all I have to do is pass the rest of my classes and I will be set for life Pray for me |
| Monday, October 11th, 2004 |
| 11:22 pm |
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| Sunday, October 10th, 2004 |
| 6:02 pm |
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| 5:45 pm |
Failure
Well I have lived my whole life worried that I let everyone important in my life down because I failed..... Today I proved it.. in Spades. I have officially failled my 3rd test. Meaning I have been booted from the program I was so excited in getting into. I feel quite empty... and feel like a failure because.... I am.... I wish i knew which way to turn right now.. but at the moment.. I just want to sit in the dark and have nothing come close.... everyone tells me it is ok... but it isn't... not when i was trying to prove to myself above everyone else.. That I could do it.... Current Mood:  lethargic |
| Tuesday, October 5th, 2004 |
| 1:34 am |
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| 12:21 am |
trying to catch up
WELL, what can I say? I have been neglecting my LJ account... not on purpose mind you, just because RT has become so damn rough. Well let me see where to start. In August I started college again. I was not sure if it was what I wanted. But damn it was almost handed to me on a platter.. I could not say no now it is october. After fighting to get a damn book for Chemistry, and then trying to keep caught up with the class, I am now not so struggling with that class as I am struggling to stay in the program of my major. but every time I go to class I feel so much better with the program. Mom left on the 30th to go to panama canal. I hope she is having fun, she didn't get much money unfortunately. But I know she will be able to enjoy herself all the more for just the mere fact that she got away. I am having little online time. Daniel came out about three weeks ago, it was great. He is a great guy, but with school and work and having so many people wanting to live with mom and i, it is just not the right time. He left this morning, though I know he did not want to. and now I have midterms to study for. Goddess Give me strength to succeed. For every moment I find myself slipping in classes, i work that much harder, to keep a grip. But I am falling.... it only makes me want to work that much harder... I do NOT want to Fail again Damn it! Make it work for me I have a dream now.. and My path is set.... I won't leave the path until I get what I want... No Matter what Anyone says..... I love You all.... keep me in Your thoughts... ~T |
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| Sunday, August 17th, 2003 |
| 12:56 pm |
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| 12:53 pm |
Your Name: Tanya Rene\' Selfridge Your Date of Birth: 09/03/1976 Your Question or Information: Will I go to school soon? Past Berkana - Growth, abundance, fertility, Mother Earth, protection, the zenith of an idea or situation. | Present Daeg - Increase and expansion, prosperity, growth, major turning points in life, turning in new directions. | Future Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women). |
Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster |
| 12:50 pm |
 "You must remember this, a kiss is still a kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A classic story of love in trying times, chock full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously believe in true love, but you're also constantly aware of practicality and societal expectations. That's not always fun, but at least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis get you down too much. What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life? brought to you by Quizilla |
| 12:34 pm |
OMG!
Well... where do I start? He did it.. He got the ticket/ What ticket? oh well that would be because i haven't been entering anything in my journal right? oops shame on me... i felt like i should keep the bad things off for a while.. well anyhow.. Last weekend.. We almost broke up YET Again it's the stress.. i know it is 1) I am trying to get my ass back to school... (which starts on 8-22-03) 2) have been trying to get Daniel to come out.... (which he finally got his ticket to arrive on the 23rd of August *note the Day After class IF i get into the program) 3) my brother and his pregger gf is moving in with us...(okies only for a week but damn I don't want them here AT ALL) 4) Mom (the Boss) is taking a new job... leaving me to figure out... do I stay or do i Go?? perhaps i am making more stress on myself.... i miss everyone because i had pulled myself out of RP long ago... so now i sit twidling my thumbs online... HELP!!!!! ~T |
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